Tag: time

A Lion In A Cage

  It’s clear to some and maybe a total a surprise to others that the last month…perhaps the last 3 months have been particularly difficult for me. My soul is battling. I brave a smile and full on depression hasn’t taken hold yet. I fight it with every breath I take. It’s like a monster

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Don’t Exist Anymore

Freedom only comes when you forgive and the boat sailed months ago. Now it’s time to get some closure and I feel like I’m ready for that. Peace is washing over me and feels good. God has a plan and I fully trust in that. #INHIM #FORGIVE #ATPEACE #WITHORWITHOUTYOU #ILLANSWERTHECALL

Breaking The Cycle|Discovering My Truth

I have been going through… a lot.   I sat here in the dark and stared at this blank screen for an hour and that’s all I could do. I’ve been awake since 1am, now it’s 4am, I can’t seem to sleep. Sleep doesn’t happen too often. I think far too much and turning my

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Dear Me,

Letter to myself ❤️

Hometown State of Mind

Going Home… Welcome To Colorful Colorado A Hometown State of Mind is just what I need to get centered… the get back to the  fabric that made me.  I was sitting here trying to recall my last visit home? It’s sad that actually I can’t remember. Christmas in 2017 we went as a family and it was

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Times Goes By

Goodbye to another year…     How times just whips by when I think about these babies. They said it would, I didn’t believe them at first. Those first weeks of sleepless nights dragged on into months of 1am dirty diapers, feedings and crying for both of us.  At the times it seemed like it

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In My Shoes

You wouldn’t last a day In My Shoes… It’s easy to do my inventory from where you stand. The view sure looks different from where you are. How quickly we forget our own dirty little secrets. You have no clue why I do what I do. There’s not a chance you’d last a day In

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