Author: fabricthatmademe

Quotes & Verses

  These are just a few of the Bible verses and quotes I have been meditating on over the last few days, trying to keep my spirts up. Surgery count down is on…4 more days! Pre-Op appointment is tomorrow afternoon.    “God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in

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Good Morning Party People

Warning: I just woke up and … ya…sorry for my face. You’re been warned!   Every once in a while I get up before everyone else and I get to be totally alone. Well not totally alone and I didn’t up get because I wanted to. I’m always with my sweet pup Ella, so I am

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Rising Up

Oh…Wow! So, let’s get this straight! I write and do my vlog on being positive and how this truly is who I am. I seek out joy, laugher and just plain happiness to keep myself safe from the dark side and then I take a drive right off the cliff. Being the sponge that I

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Memorial weekend

  For the longest time, this one extended weekend that we get out of the year, is the one I dread. Memorial Weekend. Sure, it’s sad for lots of families, wives, husbands, sons and daughters and aging parents but that’s not why I hate it. I lost someone so important to me that I actually

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Be Soft

  My promise to me… I will not let this world harden me. I will not let people make me bitter, only better and wiser. No matter how much crap this life can throws at me, I won’t lose my compassion and tenderness for others. I will never let hate make me hate. I will

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Gentle One

Can You Imagine? What if we all considered each other before ourselves? What if? I know this is may blow some people’s minds but the universe doesn’t revolve around you. Crazy right? We all have issues, fears, hang ups and serious faults. All of us are struggling in someway! You’re not the only person in

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If Your Going to Remember…

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I am making peace with what was, what is and what will be. I love reading. I love reading everyone blogs and the different perspective we all have on the same thing. I love seeing how we all take the ups and downs of life and make the very…

If Your Going to Remember…

I am making peace with what was, what is and what will be.   I love reading. I love reading everyone blogs and the different perspective we all have on the same thing. I love seeing how we all take the ups and downs of life and make the very most of it. I love

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More Important

I am but a crumble paper on the floor… When The Weight Of Your Story Amounts to Nothing…   I just want to connect. I want to share but maybe I don’t have the story I thought I did. It means a great deal to me but I seem not to be reaching out and

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Changing Your Mind

Expressing Gratitude The art of being truly Grateful. The unique ability to find the good in everything and being able to feel real joy in even the smallest of moments. It’s living a happy life with abundance to be and inspire joy, peace, love and positive light in others. It’s also very important to remember

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Lost Not Yet Found

Lost Not Found I don’t know. I feel like I am aching for something that doesn’t exist. I am missing some apart of myself. I miss a place that I have never been but yet, I know this place well. It’s my comfort and security. It’s familiar to me somehow. I feel safe there, complete.

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Recovering

Finding my center I know all the self-care tricks…let’s be real about this… I’ve been at this mental health game for awhile now. You know, picking myself back up after a emotion slip up. I know all the different mindful tricks in the book by now and I agree that most work. I also know

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Empath & Our Language Power

An Unwell Mind… Unproductive, bitter, grumpy, lethargic, irritable, frustrated, disappointed, hopeless, heartbroken, paranoid, uncertain, apprehensive, concerned, discouraged, disconnected, aggravated, abandoned, utterly sad, emotionless, rejected, cranky… these are just a few of the words to describes my relentless mind/emotions in the last week. I did NOT like myself!   It’s hopeless…Everyday you wake up, pour yourself

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I’m strong in my weakness

I am a faithful to person. I believe God has only plans for good over all our lives. It’s our choices and living in a sinful world that causes the pain and hurt in our lives. Then God comes in like the good parent. All we have to say is we need forgiveness. We cry

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Blessed Chaos

Can we all stop for a minute and take a deep breath. I know the world will keep turning and time will keep ticking away but can we as people STOP for a damn minute, please? I need a quick breather. Am I the only one who feels like life has become a sprint and

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The Road… Anxiety P.2

 What is that? The sound in the silences. That small noises that grows louder and louder. It’s becoming threatening now. I’m in danger! What is it? Why is it so overwhelming to me? This small sound that my mind has picked out of the silence. I laid quietly in my bed, peaceful and calm. But

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The Road… today’s the day

Last night was rough. My bones hurts, my head hurt and chest was tight. Surgery day is upon us. I have been overwhelmed with fear and feeling the body aches the way I did last night sure didn’t help my mind set. Sleeping through it was the best I could do. My  dreams were more

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Surrender

  Oh the deep North! You are beautiful and peaceful. You have taught me to be still and stop waiting for what’s next and be present in what’s happening right now. I can hardly feel my toes, my fingers have gone numb and I am never going to keep up with all the snow removal it will take to keep

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